I just don't understand life! For a few seconds it seems like endless happiness and joy* and then it turns to be a black nightmare which you will never wake up from . your beloved ones start to disappear away from you * never coming back * not being able to see them once again or whatever there is . you'll start to feel very lonely and no one will be there by your side . you will try to survive from this endless night * which you can never escape from . This is life to every single one in this whole world . you should get away from people * so that you won't be hurt if they left you forever as the rest . don't take friends by your side * they will hurt you in the end . live in the darkest side of life * so that your enemy won't find you no more . don't be happy with your life * it will end soon * be careful not to let anyone fool you * be careful of believing in everyone * you're sill just as the kids . Just be yourself and don't let your guard down This is why I hate my life .